Locks
Cold these locks before me loom
They make it hard to keep breathing
Drains the life from any seeking
To come inside this gloomy tomb
Hard to keep others from this vault
That is of course what locks are for
I often wonder if I should add more
To keep me safe from any assault
A few have tried to break in before
Wouldn’t happen to this place of course
These lock can’t be broken by mere force.
They didn’t even get close to my door.
Some tried to use their brain to enter
Thought the puzzles wouldn’t be that hard
They may have gotten a little charred
If only they hadn’t tried to be a pretender
Mind nor migh
In the midst of the night by SirWinters, literature
Literature
In the midst of the night
How odd it is in the midst of the night,
To feel once more this mysterious might,
My muscles tighten and my bones creak,
To have eyes come alive and a mind become bright,
To have energy fill my every pore,
Where I might off my very bed soar,
Yet know in my heart I could easily break,
My mind filled with fantasy and dreams of yore
To become like a beacon so full of light,
But light is so tempted by the darkness of night,
And daydreams of glory soon becomes a snare,
Entrapped by the darkness soon becomes all in sight,
And you and your soul are left all alone,
To make peace with your tears with each groan,
Hoping and begging to be free from this
How long will you wait oh child
Before you let down your walls
How long will your smiles
Never reach your eyes
How long will you keep your facade
So people don't get to close
How long will you fight
Before you let me heal you
Lying here trying to see
how things would be
if I wasn't me
had chosen to be wrong
instead of right
darkness instead of light
insanity's delight
called unto my broken heart
my broken mind
to place me in a bind
to hate instead of being kind
to make others into my toys
to dance unto my whim
oh how incredible grim
life would be beyond sanity's rim
As I continue my journey by SirWinters, literature
Literature
As I continue my journey
As I continue my journey
Between sanity and insanity
Where they exists a place I can't define
I find my heart conflicts with its self
Wanting others to be drawn near
But not letting them reach me
I still fear the pain from the scars
Scars found all over my heart
I will continue trying though
To let people in past all these scars
One day maybe I'll be able to trust again
As I continue this journey
On this path that saved me
Before I lost everything
What if
How I hate those words
Constantly bringing new thoughts
What if they are lying
What if they laugh at me
What if they think I'm stupid
What if they are cheating
What if they don't love me
What if they think I'm a mistake
What if
Those most vile of words
I wish I could never know you.
The silent cry
Look here mommy
Look at my report card didn't I do good
Oh okay the phone call is important
Mommy look I drew you a picture
Oh okay I'll let you do the house work
Mommy were having money troubles
Okay I'll stop eating
Hey Mommy I love you
Locks
Cold these locks before me loom
They make it hard to keep breathing
Drains the life from any seeking
To come inside this gloomy tomb
Hard to keep others from this vault
That is of course what locks are for
I often wonder if I should add more
To keep me safe from any assault
A few have tried to break in before
Wouldn’t happen to this place of course
These lock can’t be broken by mere force.
They didn’t even get close to my door.
Some tried to use their brain to enter
Thought the puzzles wouldn’t be that hard
They may have gotten a little charred
If only they hadn’t tried to be a pretender
Mind nor migh
In the midst of the night by SirWinters, literature
Literature
In the midst of the night
How odd it is in the midst of the night,
To feel once more this mysterious might,
My muscles tighten and my bones creak,
To have eyes come alive and a mind become bright,
To have energy fill my every pore,
Where I might off my very bed soar,
Yet know in my heart I could easily break,
My mind filled with fantasy and dreams of yore
To become like a beacon so full of light,
But light is so tempted by the darkness of night,
And daydreams of glory soon becomes a snare,
Entrapped by the darkness soon becomes all in sight,
And you and your soul are left all alone,
To make peace with your tears with each groan,
Hoping and begging to be free from this
How long will you wait oh child
Before you let down your walls
How long will your smiles
Never reach your eyes
How long will you keep your facade
So people don't get to close
How long will you fight
Before you let me heal you
Lying here trying to see
how things would be
if I wasn't me
had chosen to be wrong
instead of right
darkness instead of light
insanity's delight
called unto my broken heart
my broken mind
to place me in a bind
to hate instead of being kind
to make others into my toys
to dance unto my whim
oh how incredible grim
life would be beyond sanity's rim
As I continue my journey by SirWinters, literature
Literature
As I continue my journey
As I continue my journey
Between sanity and insanity
Where they exists a place I can't define
I find my heart conflicts with its self
Wanting others to be drawn near
But not letting them reach me
I still fear the pain from the scars
Scars found all over my heart
I will continue trying though
To let people in past all these scars
One day maybe I'll be able to trust again
As I continue this journey
On this path that saved me
Before I lost everything
What if
How I hate those words
Constantly bringing new thoughts
What if they are lying
What if they laugh at me
What if they think I'm stupid
What if they are cheating
What if they don't love me
What if they think I'm a mistake
What if
Those most vile of words
I wish I could never know you.
The silent cry
Look here mommy
Look at my report card didn't I do good
Oh okay the phone call is important
Mommy look I drew you a picture
Oh okay I'll let you do the house work
Mommy were having money troubles
Okay I'll stop eating
Hey Mommy I love you
Dream a Little Dream by DragonRider1113, literature
Literature
Dream a Little Dream
Fall to your knees, little one
Bow your head
And say your prayers
Clasp your hands together, little one
Whisper those innocent words
To the Lord above
Know that He is listening, little one
Crawl back under the covers
And remember that He loves you
Now close your eyes, little one
Let the Sand Man come
And whisk you away to far away places
Snuggle closer, little one
There are no monsters here
Only teddy bears and Princesses
Continue to dream, little one
The dawn has not yet broken
And the stars still shine for you
Sleep tightly, little one
Until morning comes
Just dream...
Well life has been a strange one, and there aren't many stranger than me. Some days I wonder if I'm crazy and the others I wonder at what point does something become crazy. I'm not sure if I will ever update regularly, but when I think of something I will.
Favourite Movies
Blues Brothers
Favourite TV Shows
Baccano, Naruto, Trigun, Survivorman, and many more
Favourite Books
Bible
Favourite Games
Legend of Zelda
Tools of the Trade
Mind Heart and Soul
Other Interests
Herbs, survival stuff, learning, and helping people
1. Your Real name:
Patrick
2. Your detective name (Favorite color and favorite Animal):
Blue Fox
3. Your soap opera name (middle name and street you live on):
James Magazine
4. Your Star wars name (first three letters of last name, first two of middle name, first two of first, last three of last):
Winjapaers
5. Superhero name (color of your shirt, first item to your immediate left):
Red Teddy Bear
6. Goth name (Black and one of your pets):
Black Mocha... All I have to say is breakin the law breakin the law. If you don't get it good, because you shouldn't.
[] A Cinderella Story
[] Another Cinderella Story
[] Step Up
[] Step Up 2
[] Step Up 3
[] High School Musical
[] High School Musical 2
[] High School Musical 3
[] Hannah Montana Movie
[] Enchanted
[] Sydney White
[] Beastly
So far: 0
[] She's The Man
[] Love and Other Drugs
[] Licensed to Wed
[x] The Break-Up
[] 13 going on 30
[] 27 Dresses
[x] P.S I Love You
[] Made of Honor
[] What Happens in Vegas
[x] Get Smart
[x] The Princess Bride
So far: 4
[] Camp Rock
[] Camp Rock 2
[] Wild Child
[] Easy A
[] Ella Enchanted
[] The Princess Diaries
[] The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement
[x] 50 First Da
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sent an angel to watch over you last night but it came back. I asked “why?” The angel said “angels don't watch over angels.” Twenty angels are IN your world. Ten of them are sleeping, nine are playing, one is reading this message. Send this to ten friends including me. I guess if I don't get it back I'm not one of them. As soon as you get five replies, someone you love will quietly surprise you. Please read, not joking. God has seen you struggling with something. God says its over. A blessing is coming your way. If you believe in God send this message on. Please don't ignore it. You are being tested. God is going to fix two things BIG tonight in your favor. DROP Everything and pass it on. Tomorrow will be the best day of your life. Don't break this chain. Send to 14 friends in 10 minutes. It's not that hard